Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Ms. Danyel

1/15/08
It’s been about a year now that I and you haven’t really been together and talking. I think that it’s just hitting me now of how much you actually meant to me. I mean recently I haven’t really been able to go without a day and not thinking about you. I just think about all the good times that I and you shared together. I mean I know that you and I both have moved on but I just still think about you and it kind of kills me because you really don’t care too much about me anymore. You just simply blow me off but I guess that is because you moved onto someone else where you feel comfortable. I guess I’m just doing this so that it may lessen my feelings about you. But I think since that this semester has matured me a lot and made me realize what I actually want in my life, which is you. I mean while I was with you I was young and wasn’t to sure about what I really needed in my life but I have had to time to think about this past year and I think seeing you happy with you “baby” has got me jealous. Do you remember when I said that I loved you well I know that probably think that I was lying but I know for a fact that I’m not lying and when I said it I meant it. This is jus aggravating that I have to sit here and deal with this feeling that I felt had died when me and you ended but it’s obvious that this feeling is still currently circulating.

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